BREAK-UP FEELINGS

I seriously hurt daily.

 My  heart beats rapidly

My eyes soaks up tears easily.

And honestly I feel so lonely.

I've gotten to the end of the line.

With no hope to make me feel fine.

She broke my heart and refused to be mine.

Now see, I've become a friend to wine.

Beautiful memories of her makes me feel like dying.

Cos without her I feel there's no cause for living.

Oh how I planned to spoil her with love everlasting.

But here I am,feeling much more pain for loving.

We shared beautiful times on every single date.

And journeyed through love at a very progressive rate

Only for her to wave good- bye to me at the gate.

And say we aren't meant to be together by fate.

LORD!, I can't even concentrate.

I cry, tears rolls down my eyes,

And I feel so cold as if I've been placed on ice.

I ask, why me ? Anytime I look into the skies.

So all you said you felt for me were lies.

You flirty lady so wise, be careful the way you play your dies.

So you aren't caught up in your own vice.

I think about her anytime am alone.

I felt she was going to be a bone of my bone.

But now I'll restrict her from calling my phone.

Cos I don't even wish to hear her ringing tone

I know by now she might probably be long gone.

Who will put back smiles on my face.

And console me whiles she listens to my case.

Cos am caught up in this love maze.

And don't know which direction to pace.

I have surrendered, I know I've lost the race.

This is total love and heart defilement.

My heart is broken into several fragments.

And dispersed around at various displacements.

Who will magnetize the pieces together into one embodiment.

And leave with my previous joy and heart fulfillment.

This is a partial death.

But I hope to resurrect with a good birth.